Screaming on the inside
These demons never seem to fade
Crying on the outside
I don't reconize myself in the mirror
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I forgot what everything felt like
I was so numb for so long
And now everything is coming back
It hurts, it's agnozing
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Life was good before I met the monster
MY body aches, my brain is screaming
Begging for the monster to come back but I won't let it
I will get better
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why do i feel so alone in this battle?
like everyone is against me
now matter how hard i try
no one wants to be on my side
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You know I care
You know I'll listen
but time has passed n it doesn't seem like you even care
i love you
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When I think of my love for you
The wonder of its beauty takes my breath away
I cannot recall the moment in time it began
but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me
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I felt every movement
Every kick
Seeing my belly grow
Hearing your heartbeat
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You hold me when im about to cry
tell me everthing is alright,
with just your eyes.
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I thought you were by my side
Against this riptide
My heart left broken
By words he'd spoken
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do you care, do you know? how i felt
how you made my heart melt
how you made me feel like i didn't have to cry
you never told me a single lie
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