Reye Binst

I needed a reminder that I can still feel
Pain
Guilt
Not the excruciating numbness that always seem to swallow me whole
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Killed another man today
But guilt has long faded away
What I am now is an empty killing machine
Already gave up on becoming clean
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Fifteen slashes to ease the pain
Blood flowing while scars are gained
Flashes of steel glint in the moonlight
Apparition of death appears in the night
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A dropp of blood slid from petals soft of crimson hue,
Lax hands loose thorny bodies of exquisite vegetation;
Clear rain fall down upon ivory white softness...
I am unbound.
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It is a craving
An obssesssion
Nothing can compare to the excitement
The freedom upon action
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