Ever since I was sixteen I have been writting poetry if you can call it that... smiling. I invite you to read it and to ponder my words carefully as each word can have double or triple meaning as well as the poem itself. I hope all those metaphors does not make it hard to read and I will give you the place I write about in '21 And I Still Lost' to get you to thinking like me. It is about losing ones virginity in a brothel and getting over being new at sex but finding out that you can catch things form doing it and that it cost a lot to boot... and no I never had that experience.
Embraced in the rythm of an eye closing hug,
Standing on the front porch and the welcome rug,
Is where I left you after a mine blowing night,
Of discovery of laughter of doing what is right,
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......clean and fresh right out of the shower,
..... wearing a nice fragrance when we dance,
..... who is hot between her legs as I am about to taste her,
..... and her natural scent as she sleeps beside me.....
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When fantasy does not fit face,
Nor size,
Nor smile,
Not even race,
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Emotion pooled on her skin in several places like tiny lakes with each being unique unto itself,
All were reflecting the same color of camouflaged deception and disguise.
Perhaps unconsciously masking desire for help,
But consciously evoking attention and perception of cool,
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