Still that empty feeling
impossible to live without
were you always by my side
or was that a dream last night
...
a mind ago
I took the stones for clay
thought love to be a commodity
as long as I had a price to pay...
...
Someone lived a life... a few moments ago
dewdrops were on a bark a few moments ago
saw and felt things ever wanted
...
I don’t know what’s more killing…
to live or to die at the hands of living…
These days I have been trying to find refuge…
...
withered in love and a breathing pain
hoping for a summers rain
to dissolve all that was once constrained
...
On a waning summer noon
weathered by a drifting consciousness
a dry dusty swirl rises lowly in a corner
and in its stride lifts everything
...
She rises from a feeling
sinking itself in a pregnant hope
of an eluding pain which she labours to own
leaving scars on a heart left unto itself
...
why did you come into my life...
or were you always there...
why do we stumble upon things...
or do we knowingly walk the way they lay...
...
She seems like a stranger
every time I see her in her eyes
but it’s only in her looking away
that I know her
...
She lies there by the crumpled paper
among scattered words and a broken pen...
creases narrating the story
and blots of ink feigning its reality...
...