Rosa Williams

Here I stand all alone
Starring at the mirror
Looking into a face that will never show it's true features
Scared of everything that lingers in the wounds
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I'm the one sitting in the back of the class
You didn't no my name you never even asked
No one knew how I felt
They just didn't understand
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Ah! Daddy!
I used to love saying those words
Until that night you changed my world
I was just a little girl
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I'm tired of living in hell
I should have never sold my soul
I never thought it was true, all the stories i was told
I want to escape these fires
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We need to talk
The worst words to hear
When your in a relationship
Your mind begins to wonder
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It's hard to let you go
But it's something I have to do
Just because I'm doing this doesn't mean I don't love you
I'll still be there for you
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I hate you
I hate you with a passion
I hate you so much words can't descibe what I want to do to you
I wish I could tie you up and leave you there to die
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Suffering in silence
I sowin my self shut,
being cut off from the outside world was just my luck
Knowone could help me escape my fear
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I rather have you for a second
Then not at all
I tried to make you love me
Like I loved you
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Mama do you love me
I know I get you mad and I know I said some mean things before
I didn't mean it
I take it all back
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You knew how I felt
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I am your puppet
I'm under your command
I move as you wish and do what I can
I give you a sense of control
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I want to die
I have nothing to live for
And this is why I'm writing my good byes in a notebook
I can't take this pain any longer
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Banging my head against the wall
After throwing me around like a rag doll
Full of blood it seems to sink in
That you weren't good after all
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I hate myself
I hate being me
I get mad at myself
I'm mad at me
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Look down deep with in
And see i you'll give in
Give in to my temptation
And walk away with an unspeakable sensation
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So sad but also misunderstood
Your body lying there
Life less
Not like it should
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It just so happens every time we want to talk.
My mom's in the bathtub or on the toilet.
Then she hears the 'knock knock'.
I tell her to open the door and she lets me in.
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She felt the same everyday,
But she never complained.
Even though you could see it on her face.
All the words she could never say.
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What would you do if you were me
Would you scream out from the top of your lungs,
if you were mad
Would you cry if you were sad
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