It's as if I'm fighting a battle only to lose
Time and space doesn't exist here
Only feelings
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Jennifer's body inspires creation
Never does the flow stop
Consistently evolving
When is change ever enough
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Dissapearing acts of unclaimed hearts
Feelings adapt to what they want
Situations change but your feelings stay the same
If only this could be easy
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The neverending void that some express as life.
Players playing undying dreams and unheard of memories of none.
One day you will see the shaken globe not show anymore snow.
You will feel free, enjoy it!
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All these indefeasible decisions we choose
We play the lottery with every breath taken
Some get an increase in their odds
Others scrape by to survive
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So you think i'm that
of what your mind cant see
thoughts twisted in whats untold
these cards i just wont fold
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Impatient movements evade my everyday
Consisting of fragile topics
Consistently toppling down on top of me
Love the emotion, stays the same
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This downward spiral comes silent
Like the darkness taking over the light
Knowing that it's coming for you
I will now cower away
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A Hearts Surrender
It's as if I'm fighting a battle only to lose
Time and space doesn't exist here
Only feelings
Explosions of thoughts
Fuel my passion
Can it be true?
I guess i have lost
Lost the inspiration to succeed
Will i ever achieve this
If only i knew what this was
Another season passes
My heart still numb
To only have the warmth of you
Joy seems to be worlds away
Will this bridge ever fall
I have visions of your smile
Like vivid nightmares haunting my day
This torture i have brought to myself
For i was once to busy
Now it seems like I'm never busy enough
Another day goes by
Leaves fall like the tears from my eyes
Snow will come soon
The only season that compares to my heart
So cold no fire could ever warm it
Except for the touch of your body to mine
I stood tall and was tested by time
I faced loneliness and desperation
Only to surrender!
I thought it would be warm here
I was mistaken!