My only triumph
upon the whole universe
is my death
...
my hands are steady
though my heart's flutter distracts
The metal sears my skin
as my fear and anger reacts
...
i sit waiting now
sit waiting for death to come
and think of life lived
...
and so I sit alone at night
me and my enemies
my jo staff,
my shattered mind.
...
Dark blade in hand,
its fate in your back,
while eyes of the abyss,
stare,
...
Heartless,
thoughtless,
selfish to a point,
no one knows who i really am,
...