You never loved me and I knew this was true yet I stayed letting you control me. Letting you be my reason my excuse my everything.
Doing what you wanted.
Loving when you wanted.
Lying when you wanted.
...
I only want to be with you
Only to be loved by you
It used to be all I needed was me
But since you've come around
...
I don't want to see any of you.
Not right now, not ever.
I am sick and tired of your hypocrisy.
I just want to think.
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I have done somethings in life. I will not say I've done it all. I obviously have not but I have lived more than some. I have moved a lot and have been to a lot of different schools. Been kicked out and taken back. Been to hospitals but not for physical purposes. I am normal now but I still love to write. Sometimes about things that have happened sometimes about things I think about and have never happened. Also about my friends experiences as if they were mine.)
You Never Loved Me.
You never loved me and I knew this was true yet I stayed letting you control me. Letting you be my reason my excuse my everything.
Doing what you wanted.
Loving when you wanted.
Lying when you wanted.
Crying when I wanted.
You never cared why would you.
You'll never love anyone and you know this.
You are not human but neither am I.
I should have let you live my life.
Wait, I did.
Oh if only you never were.
You never were.