Samantha Rogers

days and days go by

and still I dont feel loved
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TOGETHER WE MAY
GO THROUGH DIFFICULTIES
BUT WE WILL STILL BE STRONG.
TOGETHER OR FAR APART
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I feel like crying but i dont know why.

I feel like im diying but nothings happining
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when every one is asleep

Im the only one awake
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every night

another fight
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Have you ever wondered why movies always end with a kiss?

or if you will find your one true love?
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If only he knew how much i cared

If only he knew how much i loved him
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I wonder why you care

I wonder why you want to figure me out
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Why are you here?
Tearing me down everytime
I get one bit of happiness
there you are
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what is that light
blinking golden yellow
blink blink blink
it just keeps going every night it blinks
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In my world I see it different then the rest of you.
I see evil withches casting an evil spell making us work or we will be there for the rest of your lives.
Evil warlocks messing with young maidens hearts so they can have there plesure of seeing us cry our hearts out so they can have their laughs.
Monsters crawling around to tear you down from a good life to make it a horrible day for you and me. Making sure your never happy in life there always under your feet to watch your every second so when you get at least one bit of happiness they can come out of hiding and make it a horrible situation.
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I give up
im tired of fighting back.
I give up on trying anymore.
Nothing pleases you.
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So what if im hurt so what
So what if i am crying
So what about me
But with Her its all about her
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Is it true what they say.
I want to know the truth
ive been lied to way to much
to hear it from u
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Why cry no cares.
Its freedom you want,
but you cant get it no mater what.
so all you do is cry.
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Now begins the pain.
The feeling of being stabbed in the neck over and over.
I cant breath,
I reach for help but no ones there.
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why is no one here when i need them the most.
why cant i hear anymore.
Im starting to loose my sight.
I begin falling down down down into a black tunnel.
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