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Long Await In Vain...

Kindered spirits they where….

Amidst of childhood;

Amidst of innocence…..

Innocent smiles lit;

Laughter's shared….

The only intimate of hers became thee...! ! !



Heavenly where those days;

Nestled in each other, their childhood blooms…

Prettier where those days;

Prettier than the blooms of lavender…

It was always spring time for her…



Evergreen childhood days spent together….

Laying impressions of time spent together,

In the centre of her thoughts and feelings,

That could not be discernible…

Blissful ever;

Where the days of childhood…! ! !



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As a couple of spring times pass by…

Amiable adolescence creeping in;

A fondness; a passion; an affection leapt in …

Hidden in the unapproachable parts of her mind, of emotions…

It grew along the pass by of changing seasons…

Pleasures of love…! ! !

She realized in the hidden domains of her consciousness…



A dew dropp is she;

Awaiting the rise of a dawn…,

To feel the warmth of the intermittent gleams;

Of the sun lit rays…! ! !



She had always treasured his presence,

In the hidden realms of her mind; as a precious gem.

She had always fondled his papers and portraits, treasured them…

Which once absorbed the beaded moisture of thee,

Were now dearer than mere objects; to her; than they should be,

Only because they had been once in his hands…

She felt the hidden sparks of love glowing in her;

That lit her heart…! ! !



With all these hidden and unexpressed realms of her mind;

She seeked in the eyes of thee; for the same…

And seeked to perceive the others hidden domains….,

But misted and unevident answers were revealed;

And led her to a path of dismay…

And now…all she knew;

Was to wait in forbearance…



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Then came the noteworthy;

Of an inappropriate departure of thee;

To settle in an abode in his native land;

Made her thunderstruck…

It changed the land and sea for her…

Emotionally letting her consciousness down to the earth…

Yet…she waved her hands for a safe departure…



My precious one…! ! !

Why have you left this Kindered spirits of yours…? ? ?

I seek for you yet…

With all his astound memories,

Beaded with the perception of dismay and vague questions…

And a heavy heart beating for him,

All alone…

She waited for the downpour of his love…



She was the moon;

That took the light of his memories…

That made her world glow in darkness…

And now …the state of affairs being set in motion

Taking away its light;

Made her sense darkness…! !



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Leaving behind the days of spring blooms…

Revealing the juvenile phase; undertaking the times of adolescence…

Spring blooms ceased to exist in her…

Setting forth in search of the parted heart…

An expectant to an end; of her thirst

Of unsatisfied longing wish to meet thee is she…! ! !



To her astonishment;

then came an unexpected encounter of thee…! ! !

Perplexed and bewildered in amazement; is she….

Enquired to herself:

Should I yell thee…; my heartfelt compassion…? ? ?

Fearsome of the elements f reply of thee…

She headed forth in chaos…! ! !



In the midst of drowning air and storm...

Clashes of lightning where now profound;

Even within her soul…

The untimely rage of the hour;

Was keeping pase with the storm prevailing in her…! ! !

Her heart squeezed in her chest…! ! !



***



Her soul craved to merge into the rhythm of thee…

Yet she bit back her words for thee…

And waited in silence for his encounter

But for her eyes…! ! !

That failed to hide her love for him;

Made him sense the uproar in her…

And lay behold of the hidden extract of her domains…

The extract that would enamor thee; of her worlds…! ! !



Once explored her hidden realms…

Yelled thee…

"I Love you too,

But my heart is already taken away,

Far from me"



His elements of speech,

Sliced her senses into pieces…! ! !

Pearced her soul through her heart…

Shadowed memories paraded through her mind…

Her heart tripped in her chest.



She felt her heart subduned in love for thee…

Deep in her heart…thunder rolls...!

Grumbling like an old man..;

Howling and yelling the words of thee…'

In mighty objection …

Thunderstruck was she…! ! !



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He made his departure again…

But in silent gesture…! ! !

She stood watching him fade away…

From her range of vision…

Lightning flashed in the dismal air.

Heavy downpour undertook the thunder rolls…

Tears elapsed from the corners of her her eyes ….



Knowing he would never return…

Her insights forcing her attention;

Asked her in subduned voice- To Wait…

And she did…



But all in vain…! ! !

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