I know I wont become famous for my poems, and I know no one will probably ever read this biography, however I've decided to do a short figment of my life.I'm christian now, but not always was. When i was younger I was stupid, and hurt by life a lot, so I became suicidal, and drank and...was careless of myself.I wish I knew then what I know now.Anyways here I am, alive and just going through life, I've come to realize that lately I've been in a kind of trance where I feel stuck and this is all life has to offer, So I chose to control my own future now, this world no longer has rights to me and making me hopeless, This is my dream and I chose where to go from here.
I'm sorry you don't trust me,
i wish,
i wish you could,
it hurts me to see you this way,
...
Who is the person,
behind this mask,
its probably a question,
i shouldn't ask,
...
Drink in some,
ice cold water little girl,
drink in some ice cold water,
some day you'll be big and strong,
...
Because you told me something,
very secret,
about yourself,
i can no longer love you,
...