I don’t understand why I am feeling like this
I don’t understand why my friends are happy and I am not
I don’t understand why can I be happy
I don’t understand why I feel like I be better at being dead

I don’t understand why no one care about me
I don’t understand why I cant be loved like anyone does
I don’t understand why I am thinking of suicide
I don’t understand why no one try to save me

I don’t understand why no one love me
I don’t understand why people use me
I don’t understand why I cry
I don’t understand why I cry for help and no one care to take a notice

I don’t understand why I try to kill myself
I don’t understand why I live
I don’t understand why anyone said Yea right and pretty girls don’t try to kill themselves
I don’t understand why I got to prove that I just need to feel loved

I don’t understand why they cared when I end up in Funeral
I don’t understand why they end up crying when I told them about my feelings
I don’t understand why they said I didn’t think she would kill herself
I don’t understand why they said I am so sorry that I didn’t try to take you serious

I don’t understand why I should care about them
I don’t understand why I try to tell them and they didn’t take me so serious
I don’t understand why I end up in the funeral Casket
But I don’t need to understand why because I took easy exit