threw love I see
as if threw a new pair of eyes
for I see a new world
a world full of light
...
to her it is just another night
another sleepless night
another break down
...
a poor lost soul
a poor misinterpreted soul
for I see his light
but others only see his darkness
...
why do I hold these emotions within me
it is time to set them free
for every word you yell at me
I hold my anger in
...
YELL SCREAM
if it makes you happy
does it make you feel good
does that really bring you pleasure
...
I ask you this
please tell me how
how to fit in
how to make friends
...
dark moments
dark thoughts
dark urges
all echoes from the past
...
all of this pain
all of the emotions
don’t show
locked down
...
she ran
she hid
she tried to forget
she faked a smile
...