So many days and years we had
You cared for me so much,
I can't forget the value,
You have in just your touch,
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> >> You know I must say, that it's not every day.
> >> That you meet a young girl such as you.
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I feel as you look down on me,
No longer do you care,
I sense there is no friendship now,
It is more than I can bare.
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A place for everything,
And everything in it's place,
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How could you know my life had begun,
Your powerful smile that preceeds you,
So powerless I became,
How could you know my world became you,
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A father's voice directs you,
It soothes you and it's kind,
Your trusted voice of reason,
To cultivate your mind,
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I hate the way you turn your back,
I hate the way lead me on,
The way you love is total whack,
I loath the way you're gone.
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I truley hope you're happy,
I'm trying not to brood,
If I told you how I felt,
You would likely think me rude,
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When I wake and lift my head,
Your smile is all I see,
I tell myself that all is lost,
That we will never be,
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The Amanda Chateau,
A fine place to go,
I've spent many a night,
At the Amanda Chateau,
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I love you for the way you taste,
I love you for your tiny waist,
I love you for your silky hair,
I love you cause you're everywhere.
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When I touch your body I accomplish my goal,
The feelings erupt from the depths of my soul,
All of my senses are alert in my mind,
Just like a man meeting god the first time,
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I agree to be a secret,
A Sancho I will be,
I can be a back door man,
To feel your love for me,
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I sit and wait and watch my phone,
With hopes to hear it ring,
There's only one I'm waiting for,
My love and all she brings
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I didn't think I'd make it,
I thought that I was through,
Every single breath I took,
I thought of losing you,
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To almost seem impossible,
The shameless love produced,
Once strangers lost in life's design,
Both you and I seduced,
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I hope you have a super time,
That you enjoy and later say,
That there was not a better day
That you have had in any way,
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In truth I know I shouldn't,
That isn't who I am,
I feel the need and need to feel,
And I don't give a damn.
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Awake I reach to feel your warmth,
Each day I feel you gone,
My fist I clench and tighten,
Inhaling deep to calm,
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So very pleased to meet you,
I'm happy that you came,
Wonderful the times with you,
I wont forget your name,
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And Still You Make Me Smile
So many days and years we had
You cared for me so much,
I can't forget the value,
You have in just your touch,
I think that you are beautiful,
A woman who can see,
All that is for one to give,
How much you mean to me,
My love for you is like the sun,
A constant burning fire,
It's always there eternally,
You remain my one desire,
Every day I think of you,
I miss your tender smile,
Reminded of you all the time,
I've had to change my style,
I used to get so very sad,
And think that I lost you,
Remembering a kiss we had,
And if you miss me too,
I don't get sad so much today,
I think of you and smile,
I wonder what you are thinking of,
If you think of me a while,
My thoughts of you are happy times,
About the love we shared,
How you loved to hold me close,
And how you really cared,
So many people go through life,
And never even know,
How love can be as ours once was,
But now is cold as snow,
So really it doesn't matter,
If you don't return,
My love for you cannot be matched,
That flame will always burn.