I am breaking down...
I am falling apart....
I'm not there for your special day...
it breaks my heart.
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You are my friend...
and forever we will be,
we will be friends forever,
happiness is what we see.
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You say you don't want to see me cry,
You say you would rather go and die.
There is nothing you can do or say,
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I sit here and cradle my head in my hands
I can't breathe
I am crying here listening to metal bands
I can't speak
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I am alone....
on the floor...
Daddy's screaming at me.....
I scream back...
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Sitting in a room so dark and so lonely,
blood falling from her arm, it'll leave a severe mark.
cutting so slowly and meaningful makes her remember her past.
makes her feel she is the one that's last, last one to be loved.
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It isn’t easy to explain how hard it is to lose your dad,
until you’ve had it happen, you can’t possibly know,
that's what it's truly like.
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When your love was gone, when I felt it no more,
I was so down, I collapsed against the door!
pain was gathered, love was gone,
I will die, another will be born!
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I walk through the door
with a smile bright as day
My feet firm on the floor
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I spend all my life waiting,
I feel i'm not good enough.
I might as well be empty,
I am still waiting here.
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