I wonder what it'll be like, the last minutes
Knowing your leaving so much behind
But not wanting to turn away
I wonder what I'll feel, as thoughts quickly blur away
Will I let fear get in the way?
I wonder what it'll be like, to not be here again
Never feel cold again
Selfish, always wanted her way
Maybe that's what they'll say
I wish I could make them see
The soul hidden beneath the skin
But would they care to know the real me?
I want to live, I want to be free
But something keeps holding me
This is not who I want to ...