Shilesha Johnson Poems

my bestfriend no longer exists
me bestfriend died last week
and she no longer lives
my bestfriend no longer breathes
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see these shakles on my heart?
somebody bruised it too hard
they keep rubbin up against me
and its slowly killin me softly
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if anyone knows the true meaning of love
its you and i
we have been through the worst situations
and remained by each others side
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I don’t know what it’s like for an addict
To crave for something so desperately
Knowing that you can’t have it
Knowing just what you’re about to do
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They say that you never know what you have until it’s gone
But that just isn’t true
Because I realized that I had nothing
When I was with you
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It’s so funny how you could just sit there and laugh
How you could stand there and pretend like nothing’s what we had
How you could pretend…
That when it came to your broken heart
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I was blinded but now I see
You and I are not meant to be
Not now
Not later
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I was trying so hard to ignore
But it was kind of hard with you waiting at my door
With that sad puppy look on your face
All of my anger for you just erased
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Why is it that when you like someone a lot
They can’t do anything wrong in your eyes
All of the hurt and pain they bring you
You just easily push aside
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as i ly here thinking of the past
i sit here and cry
thinkin of what i never had
thanking GOD for all hes blessed me with
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