I cross myself, n' pass the church,
Then I'm off to buy a fix.
I ask my god to protect me first,
Then I'm off to buy a fix.
...
I met a man who journeyed far,
And he talked of the things he had done,
Of the places that he has been,
And how he had so much fun.
...
I am a Vietnam Veteran with P. T. S. D.
Who has survived a bloody war 37 years ago,
And now with help I am being able to share
Of what I have learned and saw.
...
I know it was best for you and me,
I know that measured my love and you set me free.
For we still have our great illusion yet,
...
If I just wing It and some mistakes,
Please forgive me and I'll do all it takes.
For when I awake and know that you still with me,
...
My life revolves around your sight,
In my dreams I hold you tight.
I'm in ecstasy when the night is right,
So why am I cautious?
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We buried another veteran to day,
He went ti his god, from us, he went away,
He was yuong, in the prime of his life,
He left three children and a gourageous wife.
...
Any birthday implies good times shared.
By the people who really cared,
All the tears and hardships they will endure.
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If you think you have troubles and woe's,
Check with the man upstairs and he give you a show.
Count your blessing's one at a time,
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If I knew it would the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
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Shadows....
A semblance of what we think we are
Changing from moment to moment,
Depending on the direction one walks
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The cold hard reality....
Occures in the heat of the truth,
As when fall turns to winter....
There is fine wine on same
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I got the drinking blues,
Feel like I been used,
Your on a great high
Crash Landing....
...
I tossed a prayer out into the breeze
There it caught by the rustling of leaves
Then it continued on, To and Fro
And Here and There.
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I went to the party, And I remembered what you said
You told me not to drink, So I drank soda instead
I really felt proud inside, The way you said I would
I didn't drink and drive, Although the others said I should
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1. If I love you because you love me, that is merly a trade,
like a thing bought in matket, It is not love, To be in love in
not ask any thing in return,
Not even to feel that you are giving something.
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Frustration... Oh Frustation... why teh hell me?
Defeat and Frustation landing heavy on me,
I'st a weighty load, I'm needing some relief.
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We complain about poltued air, Rivers and seas...
But children nowadays babysat by TV screens,
And we expect their lives to be somehow clean.
We then we let them wander around, In packs like dogs,
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Friendship is a centain type of love that never fades,
It lasts forever and ever, and forever It shall be.
Friends are trustworthy, depeddable and always be their for you.
While a friendship is something special,
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Born in my grand mother's store in Ward, Colorado where my father worked the coal mines.At the age of six our family moved to Las Cruces, New Mexico. He started his own blacksmith shop. I joined the U.S.Navy in 1956 through 1959. Served on to air craft carriers. The USS ORISKANY CVA 34 and the USS HANCOCK CVA 19. I bumbed around visiting different cities around the United States. I went back in the U.S.Navy.January 1965.I was sent to Vietnam later that year.Serving 7 campaign's through April 1970. During my time in Vietnam I was awarded the medals, ribbons, citations, & commendations. Bronze Star Medal. Silver Star Medal. Navy Good Conduct Medal 1 bronze star. National Defense Medal 1 bronze star. Armed Forces Expeditionary Medal. Vietnam Campiagn Medal 1 silver star 2 bronze stars. Navy Unit Commendation Ribbon with 1 bronze star. Combat Action Ribbon. Navy Battle 'E' Ribbon. Expert Pistol & Rifle Ribbons Cross of Gallantry Meritorious Unit Citation of Vietnam with palm limb. I went to college marjoring in Art and Drafting. I became a Map Maker using the computer I did this untill I Retired when I was 68. I have been writing poetry for a number years plus I am a Distinguished Member International Poets Socity)
Fix And A Prayer
I cross myself, n' pass the church,
Then I'm off to buy a fix.
I ask my god to protect me first,
Then I'm off to buy a fix.
I ask that someday I might fine,
A reason just to live,
Some special kind of peace of mind,
N' a special love to give.
I'm stuck, I can't change, they say,
I gotta have a fix,
' La chive' All the people say,
' You'll never, ever kick.'
But still I pray 'forgive me god ',
N' still go buy a fix.
Then sit around, scratch n' nod,
Now I don't feel sick'
Hours pass....there ain't no pain,
Cause I just a fix.
Then gettin straight, n' hurtin again,
N' lookin ' for a fix.
God help me off this merry-go-round,
Chained to this 'horse' I sit.
N' break the spell that keeps me down,
N' teach me how to live and love a bit.
(March 10th 1970)