Siobhan Niven Poems

When I was lost, you couldn't be found.
When you were wrong, I never stood my ground.
I walked away to save a fight,
Although, I knew that wasn't right.
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I want to be free;
From all the pain inside of me.
Every day you haunt me, turn around in my head.
I think I'm going crazy;
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Longing to escape,
Deep aching inside.

Constant haunting, relentless in my head,
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When words get in my way;
When I stumble and then fall.
When I leave my heart so wounded;
Bang my head against the wall.
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You didn't seem to notice, when I dyed my hair.
You didn't seem to notice, when I got new clothes to wear.
You didn't seem to notice, the effort that I made.
You didn't seem to notice, my spirit starts to fade.
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You didn't seem to notice, when I dyed my hair,
got new clothes to wear, the effort that I made,
my spirit starts to fade.
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Raging, bubbling, powerful, bright;
Raw and hot, filled with light.
Crackle, snap, pop, bang, boom;
Ferocious, fierce, it fills the room.
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I want to know who I am, I always wonder
but who do I ask, who even knows me?
When to myself a mystery I am
A Shadow, A noise from inside
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I want to know who I am, I always wonder.
But who do I ask, who even knows me?
When to myself, a mystery I am.
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Painting memories in my mind
An inner peace I cannot find
A heavy heart
Which makes it through
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