It's painful, yet true
That I'm a nobody
No one important enough to be remembered.
I died and now I float among the clouds
...
Tick Tock! Tick Tock!
Brain freezed! Thinking stopped!
Question paper in the hand
None is what I understand
...
It’s so hard to be what I really am
I get carried away by my own thoughts and feelings
Not knowing what I become
Not knowing what I do
...
These are merely the things I feel
I can't make these feeling become real
For I know, no one will ever believe me
And I try, to become the one
...
I'm just another teenage poet who writes what she feels and sees and thinks...)
Painful, Yet True
It's painful, yet true
That I'm a nobody
No one important enough to be remembered.
I died and now I float among the clouds
Without any form of shape
But the thoughts, they exist
Flowing beside me...
Doesn't anyone remember me?
I fly to my birthplace
To a place that I found my first friends
Where I learned to ride my first bike
No a single familiar sight, there remains
Painful, yet true...
I fly to my school, nearby
With it's huge buildings
and the enormous playground
Where is it now?
That church where I used to hang around with my friends?
what's that new building?
I fly
Trying not to cry
But the tears fall down
I can feel them on my whole 'form'
Or maybe it's the rain
Not a single memory of mine remains
No one knows I existed
In some lost page of time
My friends, family
All have turned to faded pictures
In my mind
They fall apart with each passing minute
And I lose myself
Into the vast expanse of the sky
Looking at thousands of such form floating beside me
Lost in time and space...
Lost and forgotten...
Forever...