I stare at the blade with hatred, thoughts go whirling around my head
What was it that has led me to this moment, to be able to take my life without a seconds hesitation, to slip into nothingness, to allow the black that had plagued my life for so, long to finally dominate?
Had it been the sheer hatred of the life I had been forced to live?
I didn't know but I knew it had to end.
...