Somebody Insignificant

The redness turns to a trail of pale pink
each droplet starts its journey in the bathroom sink
The only medicine that works but it leaves a few scars
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I force myself to walk through the door
Within minutes the sweat falls to the floor
My social phobia controls my life
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Twas the night before Christmas
When I’d carry out my wish

In a relaxing hot bath
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I don’t miss a thing about you
I don’t miss the way you cared
I don’t miss the times we shared
I don’t miss your beautiful face
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To Nobody

Some men write letters to their unborn child
An expression of love in a world gone wild
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Time is now passing slowly by
The pain of withdrawal makes me cry
Nothing in my life ever felt that good
I’m not junkie scum, just misunderstood
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A lifelong companion, you’ve always been there
You have no compassion, you don’t really care
I take a sharp blade, try letting you out
The harder I try, the more tentacles you sprout
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Sadistic, yet affectionate and caring eyes
Entice me toward my ultimate prize

Total submission to my beautiful Mistress
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