Stephen Jackson

Stephen Jackson Poems

Out there, beyond the abyss of night
Beyond the lightlessness that lies behind my own
Eye – worse, my inner eye –
A dog is howling.
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he span of his gaze was so great
He could not see the generations come and go before him:
Flickering, quicker than motes on a sunbeam.
Growing, rotting, burning at a supersonic pace;
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It’s night, when one needs love like blood,
And a city is an iceberg of lights,
The air throbs, roars like a distant bear.
The finger of one’s mind, in indolence,
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As I contemplate the waste that is a living mind
The moon, thin as a sabre, darkens in the sky.
More slender than my fingernail
Or so I want to think –
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To carry the child into adult life
Is good? I say it is not,
To carry the child into adult life
Is to be handicapped.
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It is the big black before an execution,
Dark enough for him to feel the texture of a sound.
Fresh from an alcoholic stupor (giving a strange,
Recluse’s keenness to the senses) : the tart aroma of
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Beneath the feverish chintz of
Someone else’s living room
I contemplate my own mortality,
And the thought of it wearies me.
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My mother, as usual, judged it best.
The day before her funeral, in a gibberish of legs,
A fly refused to die on her bathroom sill.
Out of its time, come February, but still
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Love should be like a hatchling butterfly:
Tearing free from worn-out skin,
Bursting with new blood its once-crushed wings, and
Ready to surpass the sky.
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You treat world history as a mathematician does mathematics, in which nothing but laws and formulae exist, no reality, no good and evil, no time, no yesterday, no tomorrow, nothing but an eternal shallow, mathematical present.

Otto Hess, on current economic theory
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There you are, as I was at your age,
A solitary child in your teeming realm
Far from the shimmering torpor that I see - this
Province of flowers, in radiant mourning.
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I thought, before they cut her phone off,
I might leave a last message.
One for the ether: one that not a soul
Would ever hear. “Goodbye, old girl.
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Stephen Jackson Biography

My main site now is http: //about.me/stephen_jacks58 I was trained in Psychology, Logic & Metaphysics: only later as a lecturer, artist and 'venerable media grafter'. I've been author or editor of over a dozen books as well as a journalist whose features appeared in The Independent, Time Out, Sunday Telegraph and leading national magazines. I worked in television films, one of which won Crystal Prize at the Prague Festival; and I was cited by the Head of BBC Music and Arts as 'a writer of the Upper-First Division'. Imagine, then, being lucky enough to find yourself landed in a near-fantasy career: and then nearly losing everything, through what some might have conceived as an accident waiting to happen? The follies of a gratingly naive love affair, I'd rather say; and of too great a predilection for disappointment at the little vicissitudes of things. At the prosaic business of living and learning from fairly witless belated mistakes - you know? I fell through the cracks in the pavement. But it was only because of this, approaching the Millenium, that I discovered the magical potential of digital imaging to transform our preconceptions of what we imagine the world to be like. The resulting juxtapositions of my art and poetry have been described as 'fascinating and amazing' by a leading US novelist. Elsewhere these visuals found acclaim as 'hauntingly beautiful': the words as 'tight and life-enhancing''(John Hegley) , with a richness comparable to John Donne's. Mmories of my own darker period, the fresh revelations of a subsequent sort of rebirth, offer endless avenues of inquiry as well as new and welcome pleasures. My latest book Dead People on Holiday is available through Amazon and good bookshops. It has been called 'sublime'... 'visually stunning' and it's also available as an eBook.)

The Best Poem Of Stephen Jackson

Dog Eat Dog

Out there, beyond the abyss of night
Beyond the lightlessness that lies behind my own
Eye – worse, my inner eye –
A dog is howling.
I know the black orb of its stare
A globe of satin, you might say of it; but only if some
Stray ray, lost in a forlorn expanse of rubble and
Scrubland shade, could catch it first.
Otherwise there’s nothing, beyond the taint of
Nothing, or what is arid and shattered and forfeited and
Essence of dog. I feel the reflex of its throat:
A taut, fortuitous clench of matter,
Pursuing the unenlightened purpose of the flesh,
Bellowing, hour after hour, because it cannot know better.
An autocracy of connected nerves, blazing beneath
The skin, like fireworks
To an ancient purpose, spinning out the generations,
Spanning the centuries with rank immediacies.
There is no greyness in the life of a beast,
No room for mitigation.

It’s not the bite that scares me most
Nor yet uncritical love, doting without thought,
A hopeless animal loyalty which I can’t reciprocate
(And yes, that - that alone, inane – must give me shame)
But rather, the perfection of the bullet form
Of a beast: a muzzle on pistons
On flanks geared to indomitable lungs:
Where great incisors spark to the heart’s dynamo track
Meshing with a darkness in me – that void for which I fear
To crave: some canker within the lonely, loveless, secret self
Of all men, one that sucks its salt from blood:
Not prim civility, not decorous failure,
Not lame equivocation, nor a mealy compromise –
Not anything that keeps us sugar-sweet, and
Acquiescent. And down there, fawning up.
My ancestry is an iron clamour.
Transfiguration of power
From brute, mute bulk
Lately inanimate, or merely dead: cracked bone and marrow
And sinew for a gouging mouth, but now
All meshed, a frenzy of livid wire,
A spark that burns through an age, into the scarred
Hide of this old world, and surmounts nothing.

One day, when you and I are gone, when
Conscience has succumbed,
When oceans boil, and the sea gives up its dead,
A dog will bark, beneath the furnace of the sun.
A duet of fools they’ll be: one on high, one far below,
Raging at each other
From vanity of self-interest, the imperative to survive.
Two faces older than time, both in a frenzy
At the need not to die, out to buy
Time without end - as the life flames from each one’s brazen mask.
For, as a life closes (if life exists just for itself) ,
All the wide celestial sphere dies too,
Burst with the bubble of perceived things.
For this is the celebrity of dogs: seeing all, seeing nothing.

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