a rainbow of pain is normal for me
i can hide it well so no one can see
a rainbow of pain can be dark and so lonley
it has griped me tight it knows it does own me
In dreams she can rule my life.
cause with me things are never right.
ill sing for her upon a stage.
ill keep my mind trapped in her cage.
he has my rose and he dosent know it.
she blooms with such beauty
her peddles are perfect.
when the sun hits just rite
the anger in me runs very deep
it boiles and steams and now i dont sleep
my anger is mine and i can control it
my anger is mine and i dont want to hold it
its dark and i dont care
full of violence full of hate
i should stop it but i dont want to
i feel distruction is the only answer
she was my first, i can never forget
when i was taken away i had pain and regret,
many years pass as i wondered of her life,
i knew she'd make the perfect mother and wife,
my head is full of visions her
the fire on her head
her beautiful brown eyes
her full red lips
i love life
its a beautiful thing
i love the things in life that leave a deep sting
the sting reminds that i am a human being.