Saying all that I know to dazzle her
Sending my best pictures to swoon
Imagining how life would be with her
...
We seductively kissed
Lips painfully swollen
Passionate fondling
Skin marked and bleeding
...
Broken Will
I sit in a hole
Smelling animal waste
This is not my job
But it's now my place
A broken bone
My pride debased
After doing my duty
A sad smile on my face
For six more weeks
I'll cringe with distaste
To all I've sworn to help
You'll never know my disgrace