Tashi Coote

depression is when you hate everyone around
depression is when you don't want to make a sound
depression is when all you want to do is cry
depression is when you feel like you’re dying inside
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depression makes me feel pain
depression makes me stupid
depression makes me feel low
depression makes me mad
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dear suicide
why are you still here?
i want you to leave,
leave me alone
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after a while, you learn
the difference between
holding a hand an falling
in love. you begin to learn
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life goes on
just another day
this is the sweetest suicide
blood pours out
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depression is loving someone with nothing in return,
depression is slowly living instead of jumping head first,
depression is acknowledging the mistake but without learning,
depression is not trying, giving into your life's curse.
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depression is my life without you,
depression is the darkness taking over the light,
depression is the thoughts of suicide
depression is isolation from the outside world
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dear me, my self and i
me: why is it that no one understands?
my self: some people do understand
i: no they don’t, they have no idea how we fell
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I’m an angel…
In combat boots,
Black wings,
A crooked halo.
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Oh Lord, help me in my distress
Give me the strength to overcome
The sweat that troubles my life
I hope you open the doors for me
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Look I’m sorry ok but I cant do much more but apologize,
I tried my hardest for you
but you only seemed to noticed that Chloe was doing good,
you have been upset every since last Monday in science,
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Thank you for being there, 
 through every laugh, through every tear.

 You helped me not to be scared, 
 About the things that I feared.

Thank you for the love that you have shown, 

when you knew I would have blown.

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so I always know what to say
I hope God hears me speak
because peace is what I seek
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I’m trying to decide,
Trying to decide between both of you
Who I love so much
Both of you have said
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my mum held me in her stomach for 9 months,
she watched her feet swell,
she struggled to climb stairs,
she got breathless quickly,
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suicide, suicide
your presence is near
suicide, suicide
i wish you were here
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'lord, i'm so tired and the pain inside doesn't want to go away.
i can no longer shed anymore tears, for my eyes hurt me really badly.
the voices in my head don't want to go away.
my heart aches so badly that it's become too unbearable for me.
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suicide
it's all i think about
suicide
can't get it out
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depression is the looks that lie
depression is the tears i cry..
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sweet angel close your eyes
tell everyone goodbye
its time to die
sleep baby girl it will be alright
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