Ever thought...
it should have been me? ? ?
Ever gone...
i don't care anymore? ? ?
...
the light at the end of the tunnel,
is the gift, at the end
of a long trip through a
life of hell...
...
As life may pass you by
as death may appear closer
may hell be you bestfriend
an heaven be your loser
...
Fading fast
not knowing what to do
should i hold on,
or should i let you go? ? ?
...
He doesn't show how it effects him,
untill you see the scars....
He doesn't scream for you to hear,
untill he no longer talks....
...
Don'T Want To Fall
As i jump,
As i fall,
As i ache,
As i break,
The pain is hurting
life is aching
boys are playing
hearts are breaking
lost hurt confuzed
out of luck, searching hard
wanting love, finding a dud
loving, fighting, heart breaking.. going in circles
pain, torture,
words on my lips,
screaming, yelling
yet silent, it's all in my head
anger, hurt
frustration, confusion
lost, unaware
not knowing
not trusting
just hoping to be caught
not wanting to FALL...