i never have hurt so bad
i mean its killing me not to be able
to scream/act out the way im feeling
i already do not feel whole
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Im foolish because i let you use me and never-the-less hurt me
and i really do not know how to express how i feel
i mean how would you feel; if you lended someone your heart
and they threw it away
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I let go of you for once and for all
Because when i needed to be up with you
you let me fall without you.
I let go of you now and im happy and proud becuse now that the burden of you on my heart is now gone.
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IS IT REALLY WORTH ALL THE [PAIN]
AND LI3S, THE D3CI3T, AND TH3 CONFUSING THINGS
I WANT IT TO B3 MY 3V3RY WISH AND DREAM
FOR YOU TO B3 MY ONLY ON3; MY 3V3RYTHING
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i miss you.
i can't deny it.
cus i want you to be with me
with nooneelse but me
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you want me but you dont want me
im kind of confused
why? you ask..because you show
me you want me
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