To understand this poem, you need to know the story:
6 years ago I attend in a small poem contest in San Francisco. I was ranged as number 8. So no price to me: -)
11 days after the police look me up, because they caught a suiside victim from the bridge. He would not talk to anybody els but me. He has read the poem I attend in on the contest. And he told me hes story - and ask me to make a poem out of it.