Maybe many times I misunderstood you,
But you didn't say anything either.
Maybe I've wronged you in a thousand ways,
But when you whispered my name, I was there and present.
...
A home in exile is a search of tranquil stone
In between still lake and wrathful ocean.
A lost soul construct with foreign tongue in old shadow,
...
We begin with love;
Before the red sweetheart, we had our glory, our golden age.
Our enlightened father gave this earth love,
And our mother produced compassion's music from a barbaric flute.
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I see you,
When the cuckoo sings
And flowers breathe to the call of spring.
...
For love,
You have to allow someone into your secret room,
to take the fragrance of your hidden things,
Your fear of exposure.
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Once in a town named Low,
There lived a man named Pow.
In that valley of Low,
Pow loved a girl named Pooh.
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Some nights, the night is long like a scheme for enlightenment.
Pala doesn't understand the price of what's on offer;
Acts of illusion, a few words on devotion,
Morally trick him, like a 'Buddhist project.'
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I have burned and drowned my innermost thoughts;
There shall be no redemption,
Or holy place where we could reconcile.
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Sometimes,
You know how strange this is:
After a harsh winter,
The frozen lake melts into water,
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My gods are not defeated
They are only quiet,
Waiting between two breaths.
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I do not love you as if you were a silk khata
offered to a silent god, or a butter lamp burning
in a corner where the wind never dares to step.
I love you as one loves certain dark things,
...
It was a fine Sunday when my dear Pala and his lovely wife decided to venture into town. Little did they know that they would be greeted by rain pouring down upon the unyielding earth, accompanied by fierce winds mercilessly slapping against my poor Amala's protruding belly. It was during this dramatic weather display that my father, in his infinite wisdom, proclaimed, 'things begin differently.' And there I was, born with impeccable timing at that exact midday, piercing through the dark clots of uncertainty. The first thing my dear Amala's eyes beheld as the light enveloped me was the unmistakable presence of blood, which, as you might have guessed, tainted my grand entrance into this perplexing existence. My Pala, a devout Buddhist, observed the unfolding of the world with great care, meticulously studying the struggles that preceded and intertwined with my humble arrival into this beautiful world. And as the years passed by, he bestowed upon me his grand wisdom. I found myself embarking on a quest for a different perspective, a viewpoint that could be uniquely my own. You see, my name is Tenzin, a mere mortal with limited knowledge of what lies beyond the confines of my given name, and destined one day to become ashes The wonders of existence and the eternal search for meaning may be is long! But fear not, dear reader, for Tenzin shall navigate this tumultuous journey armed with curiosity and a healthy dose of satire.)
Near You
Maybe many times I misunderstood you,
But you didn't say anything either.
Maybe I've wronged you in a thousand ways,
But when you whispered my name, I was there and present.
The wound that appears without warning
Does not radiate pain instantly,
Except when it suddenly shivers within.
Today,
It has been raining since yesternight;
Dark clouds are shedding tears of raindrops.
How? Why?
I don't know.
Does comprehension reduce the pain?
My shattered face
Acts as if it were carved from stone;
Has he no shame or consolation?
How, and when,
Will he adjoin the pieces of a lost, scattered heart?
I found a muse for a poem on a riverbank;
I couldn't urge myself to separate from you.
I am the hard rock and you are the river.
When I tried to flow together,
I panicked and became hopeless.
Thinking I could stop the flow, I started fighting;
I implored, I collapsed, and then I grew exhausted.
Today, holding a handful of sand,
My fingers are feeling the tenderness of your presence.
Perhaps I don't even exist in your imagination,
Or is it only me who is overthinking?
But you keep flowing
Penetrating valleys and town on downhills,
You flow with same rhythm, with same confidence,
Without thinking of anything
And merge only in your preferred ocean
And I'll be there
Near you
bring your waves on time to time,
Give water to those burnt wounds of mine
And along take all my disenchanted desire
I'll be there
Near you
Somewhere near
Here, there
Beside you
Near you.
Broken heart is so chiefly defined, today my room stinks of smoke and alcohol.