I have not been on here in a little while, so I will try to get back on a lot more to finish some more of my work & edit a few things.
a fair few things have changed since I last wrote on anything on this site. My partner & I have split up, a beautiful 8 years that ended in sept 2015.
my beloved dog died in november, I have been experiencing some dark times which I hope to share with you all one day soon.
Why can't you see
What you are doing to me?
I have changed due to you,
it instantly feels like I'm gonna spew.
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You run,
as though I am holding a gun.
Why are you so scared of me?
aren't I good enough for you to see?
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It’s a rainy & cold night,
The stars aren’t shinning all that bright,
I look to the sky to see where you are,
Because the truth is I miss you.
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I know that you are gone,
but to be honest,
I don't think our love was that strong.
You always told me to do what I believed in,
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I wonder what is going on,
everyone is screaming because they are spoilt.
I am in massive pain right through me,
No one seems to care or show mw any sympathy.
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