As a baby I had head surgery and was told rhat I will soon die. Last year was supposed to be my last. I got close to nobody and everybody ignored me but this one guy. He refused to let me be alone. Something about me attracted him and he wouldn't give up. We became best friends. He then saw my scars, but he wasn't scared. He just showed me his. We became closer and closer. If it weren't for him I would have given up hope. I thank God every day that he has come into my life.
I try to forget everything,
All that they say,
Maybe if I just smile they will go away.
If I pretend it doesn't hurt me will they eventually stop?
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I never knew why people thought love was so great,
They said I would understand some day.
I didn't say I wouldn't because big kids also said so...
But in the end I gave up hope.
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Sleep...
It's what I don't really get...
It brings back memories,
The good and the bad.
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