that young smart girl Poems

I try to forget everything,
All that they say,
Maybe if I just smile they will go away.
If I pretend it doesn't hurt me will they eventually stop?
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I never knew why people thought love was so great,
They said I would understand some day.
I didn't say I wouldn't because big kids also said so...
But in the end I gave up hope.
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So unoriginal,
And yes so lame.

Two nerds like us,
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Sleep...
It's what I don't really get...
It brings back memories,
The good and the bad.
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I'm not the girl I used to be...
I'm not even close.
There once was a time I was happy...
But that door had been closed.
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If I said goodbye,
Would you wave in front of my eyes?

If I said I love you,
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She says she wants to be just like me,
But in the end she won't.
She says I'm her favorite,
But no I'm not.
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I get scared to sleep,
He might just come in,
He may come by my bed and stare down,
Stare down at me.
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We started with a smile,
A small glimpse at eachother's face.
He laughed and said I should maybe stay for a while...
But it wasn't the best place.
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