The not so Golden child Poems

who are you?
you stand there staring
but nobody really knows
who you are
...

I showed you pieces of my heart
nobody had seen before
you seemed like you didn't care
I had no idea what to do
...

I run to you
I run from you
I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do anymore
you built me up
...

I look out on a place where peace once exsisted
its no longer is here
all that's left is fear and despair
two sides colliding
...

another tear rolls off my cheek
it's all in vain
I can not hide the pain
I'm becoming meek
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I'm slipping
I'm falling
I disappearing
Into the dark
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there you are
i can see you,
i can touch you,
but i cant have you
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another night
another migraine
i just want to run
people seem to come out of nowhere
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I cant believe
that i ever wanted you.
what you are doing to her
is horrible.
...

Don't lie to me.
Don't lie to her.
Neither one of us deserves this.
She deserves to know
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