What the hell I'm caught in his spell
my mind has gone mad
I honestly should have said good bye
before he cared if I died
to him my heart is a toy
but he did not know how I truly loved him
I was so foolish to think he loved me
or he even cared about me
but now I can see what he thinks of me
he doe's not care if I was even there
so why should I try to make him realize that
I am the one the only one who tried to make him happy
but he now has gone and taken my best friend
taken her heart and ready to break it
slowly he will kill her heart
and make her into a broken object
our friendship between my friends and I
are slowly but surely beginning to break
my life has already started to crumble allover again
I want to know how this shit all began
I need to find a place to got to be safe all of this is just game
so I need to find a way to win or is this just a sin that seams so right?
either way I will find someone or something new
I guess I'll have to take some time to clear my mind
and maybe this will fly away like a bird in the sky
until then my heart will just be in pain
as I take the razor to my arm I will cry in shame.