I Don'T Feel Like I Do Anything Well
I don't feel like I do anything well,
and I don't like the feeling,
I'm crippled by the horrors of my true self,
the things that I do are easy,
no challenges, no obstacles, no threats;
regrets, guilt, and frustration for all my inactivity,
no difference in the world,
no commitment to any convinctions,
what I call 'ideas' because I don't want to keep beliefs
Yes, frustration and self loathing,
resentment for myself,
pain and anguish for my qualities,
or should i say, pain and anguish for a lack there of.
Motherless child of the ...