My name is Trae and I'm 16
I was always a generaly happy person and i still am except now I find it in making others happy.
I've had many near death experiences and by my standards I should have died a long time ago.
I hate being told things like god has somthing planned for you and god will show you the way.
I'm the middle child of three kids and the only boy, I hate my family to the very core of my soul and I think my mom hates me do to the fact that she says she's sick of me when ever she yells at me.
I love my friends more than my family.
I don't get angry and I'm not an aggressive person.
I always look at the bright side of life and try to make those who look into the dark do the same.
I found this site by a friend of mine who writes poems on this site her name is Tiara Neal.
I think I'm falling in love with her but I know she doesnt feel the same. She confuses me and I like that about her, I hate it when she's sad and I hate it when she cries. I'm starting to understand her more and more but sometimes I think I know nothing about her. I want to be the reason she smiles.
Well...thats all I guess.
You’ve made your decision
I suppose I have to live by that
You’ve chosen to leave me
I’m not sure why
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Some times trying isn't enough
Some times praying gets the same result
Is this just my life
Or is it the way of the world
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I can’t express my feelings for you
I can never find the right words
I can never think of the right gift
There’re aren’t enough words in the world
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You make me smile more
More than I ever have
You make the darkness go away
And bring me into the light
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