trinity mathieson Poems

I hate you
you hate me
if you loved me
we wouldent be in this
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I love you, you love me.
If you can see we were ment to be.
I see your face when i'm awake
I see your face when i'm asleep.
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I am in a dark room wandering around in a endless void, all that I can see is darkness all around me. I am sitting down in what seems to be the middle of the room, I close my eyes in fear of what might await for me as I open my mind. I wait in the room for what seems to be like a eternity, waiting for something to happen. I feel like I am being tortured again, like before being driven into madness from the darkness.

But in a moment of weakness I see a small glimmer of light, it seems to be in the shape of a door. I stand up and yell 'hello is anyone there? ' before I can hear a answer I start to run towards the door, not seeming to get anywhere I run as fast as I can. my heart racing as I try to escape the dark room that entrapped me, I can see it...I can see the exit. I push as hard as one last time, finally reaching the door I try and bust through.
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there are a few in this world, the only few that seek what their heart desiers. they have mixed feelings for one, and mixed feelings about the other. you think they are the one and then life throws another at you. making your life a living hell, once you figure things out and get you life straight thats when you will be happy again. love is a fickle emotion, yet it is the strongest. and fear is a strong emotion used so much that it has become weak.
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Why is it the it has so much power and can do so much? One word can save people, it can make you shead a tear and wish for it. It can make you strive for a harder goal and succeed. When you give up and lose it you stop and die alittle but then you think of all the good things that you are letting go, then it comes back even stronger than ever. This one word can have you saying 'yes I can do it! ' And then you run head first.
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As I roam around the sweet world of dreams, I am happy noticing that she is next to me. Her face was a clear as day to see and as beautiful as a angels smile, I wrap my hand around hers holding it tightly. around our fingers are rings that show that we have and will always be there for each other forever. We are walking in a grassy plain the day was bright and the sky clear, I know it was a perfect world as soon as long as I was with her. I look her in my arms, pulling her gently closer to me kissing her.

Right before I place a kiss along her lips, I opened my eyes for a brief moment. then I realized the grassy plain that we were exploring suddenly burst into flames. I looked around holding her close, and as I feel her breast touch me it disappears. I look around for her and notice that she has fell into the earth, fell into the deep earth and the fire covered obis known as hell. I fall to my knees and yell out her name, tears streaming down my face.
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your destiny is not mine.
But ours might be intertwine
all though you dont know me
I hope you can meet me
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my life is not yours
but even though we have
something speacial.
if your sad i'm sad.
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im lost i have no place to go.
i need a family but they dont
know.
they have a family a home.
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