Trishy Emokid

perfect means exactly right
is someone like that?
someone with the body of a god, face of an angel?
never goes wrong, doesn't make mistakes?
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the other me is buried deep, deep down
dark and in wait for the perfect moment
to snap the prey up
dark and lonely, thoughts of suicide
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lost
sad
angry
lonely
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the hawk breathes
it sings
it hunts
it flies
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in my bed
with blankets and pillows
to hide under
is my happy place
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anger comes through fear
then what am i afraid of?
maybe brandon coming back?
has he changed?
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my love is missing.
were is he?
he is half dead.
why did they do this?
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Brandon come home,
i miss you smile, your laugh.
Brandon why did you leave?
i know you thirst for power,
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i am lost and broken
like a doll a teenager threw away
i am unloved and forgotten
like a little lost puppy
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Brandon my love
Dont give up
keep moving forward
and always remember
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violense, its all around us tv shows video games and movies
why? why are they feeding us the distruction of each other?
all the movies and tv shows we watch is all about money.
and half of the fantasy violense is for dramatic effect.
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does the sun really set on mankind?
does the wind really blow?
do the trees really grow?
will we ever know?
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polar bear fishing greedily
samoyed strutting feebily
clidesdale comes in fifth
dragon a thing of myth
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is there hope within the unholy hate they call war?
is there hope in life?
is there hope in anything?
is there hope for this country?
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is there a heart in the sand
that i run through my fingers
its hot grains burn
there everlasting words
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the events of the now
bring love and war
the ever changing landscape
is drenched with ash and blood
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