Unspoken Truth

I walk alone in the broken street with barkings and growlings;
I go alone through the empty days without any care nor feeling;
Sometimes I wish my farewell could find me and tell me I'm leaving;
But I stand alone, I cry alone and am alone in life without meaning.
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She laughed.
It was the saddest laugh I've ever seen in life.
Never once in a lifetime have I witness such sorrowful laugh.
She was there laughing but I could feel her heart screaming.
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If only I have never opened my eyes;
I would never have to see you in disguise;
Then we could still joke, tease and be nice;
And would never have to deal with dirty lies.
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Staring at the ceiling, wondering what will be happening,
Looking at pictures on the wall, waiting for the mind ringing,
Filling emptiness in the room with curiosity raging,
Praying they would be pleasing and not breaking;
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If life is a glorious chain of songs;
Nobody would be staring at blank emptiness with hope burning furiously in their eyes.
If life is a medley of extemporaneousness;
Nobody would be spending their nights plotting plans against one another like antagonists.
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Pretended the sun will not rise tomorrow,
Tired of drowning my lungs in sorrow,
What's left in this town to borrow?
The world's just hollow and people so low.
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