I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.
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Alone I wait apon a step
Waiting, Pondering
Of what could be,
Of what should be,
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Do you ever feel invisible?
You shout out and
No one seems to hear you
They make you have a lifeless feeling inside
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In the shadows is where i stand.
not to be seen,
not to be heard,
only to keep my head downand keep walking,
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I prefer winter and fall,
when you feel the bone structure in the landscape,
the loneliness of it,
the dead feeling of winter.
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My eyes wonder to and fro
to seek the one i truly love.
He loves me,
He loves me not.
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He doesnt know the way I feel
He doesnt know the way I love him
The way i lie awake in the nite thinking about him!
I see him in the halls
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Your Memory is a statue
up there as a reminder
Weathered as time passes
Detailed, but inaccurate
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I shall have Peace,
as leafy trees are peaceful
When rains bends down the bough;
And I shall be more silent
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