violent beauty

And...

and the way he smells
and the warmth he gave
and eveything i loved
he threw it all away
and now i cry
all the time
and im wishing he was here
right by my side
and i miss him now.
and i cant let go.
and i just wish i had one more chance
and i know it would be a bad idea.
and i know he doesnt love me at all
and i know this all sounds terribly bad
but to me hes the best person i ever had
and i dont know what to do
and i dont know what to say
i just wish that he'd come back
because i miss him
and i still love him
and well.... thats that.