volence patel

Abandoned, Agonized, Apathetic and Apart
Black becoming the color in my heart

Betrayed, Bleeding, Bitter and Broken
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Because of you
My world is now whole
Because of you
Love lives in soul
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Why does your heart grow doubtful dear?
Tense and beating, full of fear.
I keep with me your everlasting love,
and bless the day God sent you from above.
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It's gone
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
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I saw you laying there
with that blank stare.
I looked into your gorgeous eyes
as I laid by your side.
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I need you,
I need you because I love you,
I love you because I care about you,
I care about you because I miss you,
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My belt loosens slowly.
Reminders of you stay fresh
in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.
Wake me in the morning,
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Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.
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They had been together for many a year,
Now all she can feel is fear.
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way he wanted to live.
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Something’s never change,
Even when things get old,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.
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The unspoken truth about how I feel about you
I love you but hate you can't tell which one is true
You brought the happiest moments of my life but also the worst
If the happy ones would have lasted my heart would have surely burst
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For the first time in my dismal life
I feel love flow in my heart
the same heart once thought cold and lifeless
fills with glorious joy and happiness
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When I fall in love,
I want to be
with her
always;
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I want you back now that you are gone,
And for my sin i'll atone.
My heart's a pit no lovecan fill,
Beraft of joy, beraft of will.
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Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
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all evening he waited
anxiously eyeing the clock
retracing his steps
over and over
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My heart is gone
Because of you
And what you did
That made it break
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At first when we met
We said hi

Now we're still friends
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ocean waves
wash my soul
cleanse me of your smile
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Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?
Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?
Why do I let you touch me in places never touched?
Why do I like to have you around so much?
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