who says whats real
who says whats OK
who says what we feel
is supposed to be that way
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I lie alone on the floor,
no point in living anymore.
NO one listens,
NO one cares. They
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Anger, Frustration, Elation, Sadness, Pain, Suffering, Tears, Fears, Black, Touch, Reasons, Red, Normal, Limbo, Grief, Happy, Confident, Broken, Unhappy, Alone, Smothered, Covered, Speak, PANIC, Anxiety, Needles, High, Low, Hard, Soft, Torn, False, Lucky, Unlucky, Swinging, Ticking, Twitching, Overwhelmed, Loved, Un-Loved, Forgotten, Overlooked, Burned, Scared, Screaming, SILENT, Controlled, Unbalanced, Unhinged, Somber, Late, Unprotected, Pressured, No-point, Living, Listen, Care, Stares, Argue, Push, Pull, Fall, Calling, Nothing, Bored, Wrong, Ringing, Right, Answers, Tired, Scattered, War, WHY?
Everything i feel is wrong it breaks the rules, and yet it makes perfect sense to me.
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the top and the bottom draw
the top and the bottom shelf
the ins and the outs
the back and the front
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I'm sick of feeling like a freak,
Feeling too afraid to speak.
In case i mutter a wrong word,
In case when i speak I'm not heard.
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Nothing Like Normality
who says whats real
who says whats OK
who says what we feel
is supposed to be that way
when someone goes 'insain'
who says their not realising the reality
who says when you feel all that pain.
your not facing NORMALITY.
when you feel like your not natural
and everyones pressuring you
and to them your just not normal
you hate them for hurting you
and although your burning inside
with the torment of your sanity
your finding it harder to hide
your CRAVING their 'normality'.