whitney davison Poems

Whats wrong with me?
I feel so worthless all the time..
Im scared but i dont know what im scared of..
Im hurting but i dont know whats causing the pain..
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Im falling and its never ending,
Im flying but i cant get down,
Im drowning but i never die,
Save me! ! ... please.. im begging you! !
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Baby I need you,
But im scared to let you in,
Im so scared im going to get hurt again,
Im scared to fall in love again.
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Sitting here beside you,
Iook into your eyes,
Dazzled and amazed,
We just kissed for the very first time,
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I think about you tonight,
While im lieing in my bed,
Thinking about those timeless kisses, wonderful nights,
romantic memories..
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Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Jesus loves me,
And He loves you too!
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i cry my tears..
acting as so many words..
i dont kno how to say this..
it just seems so obsurd..
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my suicide lullaby...
it starts with a knife..
it ends with alot of blood..
ive tryed it before..
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I go threw everything....Fake smile..
I go threw every day...Act like its a dream..
I just keep pushing threw..And pretend its not hurting me..
I just keep crying...And say thier tears of joy..
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When I cut me..
Ahh..it feels so good..
The blade against my skin..
The knife as it goes it..
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