Whitney Koehler

I hope you see the pain,
I hope you see I'm going insane,
I hope you see that I'm in pain,
I hope you see the cloud of rain,
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Why does it seem that I have to be perfect?
Why do people expect so much from me?
Why should I have the perfect body?
Why should I have my books perfect the first time?
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I'm sorry that I cant talk to you,
I'm sorry but it hurts to much.
I'm sorry that you want to be my friend again,
I'm sorry that I simply cant.
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She is not the person I used to be.
She is not strong,
She is not caring,
She is not trusting,
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My sister is...
Sweet, nice, beautiful, Most amazing person I know.
She is,
Strong, stronger then me, She is always there for me.
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I'm not good, I'm not bad. There is nothing left for me to feel.
I'm not good, I'm not sad. Stop asking me how I am.
I'm not good, I've just been the same for three months.
I'm not good, Okay!
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Does the feeling of Alone ever go away?
Does the feeling of Hate ever go away?
Does the feeling of Disappointment ever go away?
Does the feeling of Pain ever go away?
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