A best friend is a person who talks to you
shares secrets with you,
a best friend is someone who doesnt hide anything from you
and doesnt lie,
...
how do you like me now,
all i can see is people disapointing me,
people dont underrstand the way i like to act
i am just being me,
...
Suicidal
Im suicidal,
I cut my wrists,
I pop those pills,
and smoke that weed,
i dont know what else i need.
But i wanna stop
and not ruin my life,
but its impossible, its all too addicting.
smoking and drinking is great,
but its bringing me closer to death,
at least i dont do coke or meth..
im only fifteen,
and getting arrested at least once every month isnt that great,
ive been in foster homes, and juvie,
and getting a DUI without a lisense.
what the hell am i supposed to do.
for every dollar i make from selling drugs,
another guy that doesnt want only hugs.
suprisingly im still a virgin,
and i dont think thatll last long,
im suicidal,
is that so wrong?