Zjhadae Dubois

What I Really Really Want is,
for peopple to recongize me for who i really am and not for what I look like.
People judge me for what i look like just because im diffrent.
That does not mean I'm werid or mad all the time.
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I love you
Is that true to you?
I miss you
Is that true to you?
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I'm constantly thinking of you
what it would be like to to rub my hand in your beautiful hair,
is it in our desteny to be together?
if not its in our hearts to
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As I saw the gun pointed at my head, i started to realize once you've seen death you see all of life flash by you eyes.
As the gun was fired the bullet penetrated my skull into pieces. I looked into the sky I saw the heavens door open with flames of blinding light.
I figured that my personality lead me to hell for what iv'e become.
The devil answers the door and siad why are you knocking at my door you need to live but you need to change your life or you will end up hell forever. The lord himself answered my prayers and let me see my life in the future and showed me to the right path.
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If i could relieve my life I would get my father to except me for who i am.
I want to know what its like to have one.
I can't trust.
I can't feel.
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As I think about his face I see his heart in my together as one.
In my eyes in his.
Love is good but how I know I am.
He says he loves me more but he has filled my heart withJoy,
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Sometimes life can be hard when your otherhalf is somewhere across the world.
How much I love him is unexplianable.
My love for him is all around him all around life all around my heart. Love streams through the air when I hear his sweet soft voice.
He's mine and his beautiful eyes are the key to his heart.
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To think of it I can't believe that im so attatched to him.
His voice is soft and beutiful.
He's very uniqe.
He's diffrent.
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