Midnight Cries Poem by Didith Marcelo

I remember the night, the night of cries,
Sprung in bed crying like endless night,
The pain it hurts, it corrupts me inside,
Like there's no hope for morrow comes,
Azure shows in this plodding life,
Pathetic is the only answer in every questions come,
Dipping my body on imagination,
Soak in love without imperfections,
I woke up in a moment of reality,
As I catch a smile in my self,
It's funny how, why I am lonely this night?
I cannot blame anyone, anyhow nor my self,
But how I wish I can blame the sun,
Why it gives brightness to shine for those who do not deserve,
But my mind and heart start arguing,
As if my mind tells me 'don't be selfish.'
And my heart says 'I want 'em to grope.'
Then the moment told me so,
A sudden thoughts came to me,
Prayer is my only chances,
Knowing the truth that only God can give,
And so I trust and gave it up,
Faith works within me like a consuming lust.