A J Anesko Poems

Didn't you ever want me?
You said I was the most wanted.
So sure you'd give your life for me...
Family was all you ever dreamed for me...
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You are the only one who holds the key to opening the door to my happiness. Each time you unlock my door, you make me come alive and make one exist in time. One precious turn of a key and you make me feel what it is to be happy and to be at peace with myself. On every level you know how to get to the heart of my happiness. Your unselfish ways to make me loved and understood are sometimes more than I can bear, as I have never known this kind of happiness ever before.

What can I say that will ever let you know how happy you make me feel? What word, which phrase will let you know that without you in my life, I would never know what true happiness could ever be? It is not enough to share this happiness, it has to be cherished with a guilty pleasure.
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Thinking of you brings me hope for
What is yet to come for both of us.
I think about what stirs your soul -
I think about what beauties you look at,
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What is it to have a father's love?
For I have never experienced this before.
I know from friends' and acquaintances
What a father's love can be...a smile,
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